But It happens. I heard it from my friends before, that they is no relationship which lasts forever. There is nothing like lived happily forever after.
I never thought that it will happen in this way. But why I am feeling so sad. I am not programmed to be unhappy. I am the coolest, sexiest , awesome, macho, rational , super duper hunk and the most HUMBLE guy ever walked on this planet, no in the whole solar system.
Ah! For the first time I did not feel the same, while introducing my self this way. May be it was the confidence that I used to draw from her. When you have the most beautiful girl by your side, it's natural to be over-confident, sometimes arrogant. She gave me the feeling that whole universe revolves around our relationship. That nobody matters to us. That even if I had a very bad day, It was enough if she would have said it's okay baby, I am with you. Her almond shaped eyes, her long straight hair, her sharp nose, her fair complexion, her lean body, her dress, her eyeliner, her smell, her don't-give-a-shit-attitude for what other's think about us, her nail polish, i had an eye for every single detail of her. I know I am being sissy when I am mentioning such minute details about her. But then It's her, the only one that matters to me. The one who is final quest and elucidation at the same time. One who makes you feel you are the strongest and at the same time more fragile than a glass.
Now suddenly she turned away from me. How can someone be so rude? How can she forget that I am the ONE. I am the chosen one. If she makes me feel complete, I am the one who makes her feel that she is special.
It's all a lie what they show in movies, I know, Ah, I have experienced, people don't smoke, don't booze after break-up. In-fact smoke and wine does not give you the same ecstasy. I know what they do. They just loathe. They just sleep for hours. In my case I Watch ceiling of my house untiringly. Wait for something that even I cannot describe what I am waiting for. I am Trying hard to indulge in earthly things. Try to notice females and finally I have realized there is no one in this planet who is like HER.
In last couple of weeks I have Logged in facebook for zillion times only to realize that there is no one interesting there to chat, Logs-out and then login again to visit her profile. Cannot help noticing that she still looks the same.She still looks cute. May be she is not ageing. She looks all same.
Now I am all alone. Missing good olden days. Now I cannot imagine even in my wildest dream that she will come back.
